just live your life....

so its 125 am, and i'm not tired although i am laying in bed. i feel accomplished i finally did my laundry and cleaned (somewhat) although its messy again from me trying to figure out what to wear tomorrow.  oh well. my room is never spotless. 

can't wait for tomorrow. i took a chance, and now i'm going to lunch with someone (hence picking out what to wear the before tomorrow morning). who knows what will come of it but at least i will have made a new friend. so instead of studying for my stats test i read for the essays for my english class. hmmz i think my priorities are a little screwed up but oh well. 

for once i'm just doing my thing and not caring what people think about the decisions i make. its kind of refreshing actually. i'm still not as outgoing as some of my friends but i still think i am a person worth getting to know...even if when you first meet me i'm really quiet.....I AM TRYING TO CHANGE THAT THOUGH!