I'm singing out loud to guide me give me your strength...

while i was catching up with rachel this afternoon before she went to class, it hit me. the big question. am i interested in this guy because he is interested me? was it just excitement i felt when he asked me out? i don't know. if the answer is yes to these questions how much of a shitty person am i? if the answers are no, where do i go from here? how do i figure out the answers to these questions. i don't want to hurt him. then there is the mom thing. am i subconsciously letting her influence me and question what i want? do i really know what i want from this? what does he want? am i over-thinking this to much so soon? i am utterly confused and i need guidance but more to the point i need to go home....maybe i can find the answers to these questions once i have a mini break from school but until then what do i do?